Assalamualaikum and Alhamdulillah
Alhamdulillah for everything. Alhamdulillah for letting me save her.
Today i encountered a suicide attempted. By own friend who i just knew. When i started being friends w her i knew that she needs me because I can see my old self in her. Hurting, Tired, Give up w the world and trying to find a way to everything stop. To make the pain go away.
I know that feeling. I've been through it. Countless night of crying, suicidal attempts, slitting wrist, been there done that. But till now I never understood why I'm still here.
And it changed when her friend asked me "how did you survived?"
It didnt take long for me to answer and it right out of my mouth w/o thinkinh
It didnt take long for me to answer and it right out of my mouth w/o thinkinh
" Sebab الله masih sayang "
I never knew i would be happy. More importantly, i thought i didnt even deserve happiness. Shockingly, Alhamdulillah i passed that stage of life w/o realising it.
It made me thinking that maybe just maybe, what I've been through is a preparation to help her. To understand her better.
It made me thinking that maybe just maybe, what I've been through is a preparation to help her. To understand her better.
It's true الله is the best planner. We may not see the light now but eventually it'll came when you least expecting it.
I can finally say that Alhamdulillah with what I've been through in the last 22 years.
It made me useful to others.
It made me useful to others.
All i can think now is سبحان الله، its true what Ebit Lew said, الله tu baik
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